Tuesday, June 25, 2019

05/20/2019

Do you know how much it fucking hurts
To know you were fake as all hell from the beginning
That you were ready to drop me when I needed you most
When I wanted to make everything right
Did you even know me? I mean as a person? Like an actual fucking person
Not just my titles, the color of my skin, my possessions, what this body and mind have accomplished?
It's all nothing
I'm so disappointed in you
You could have had it all
I was going to give my entire life to you
But I guess you left my life
For a really fucking good reason
Because you didn't deserve any of it
You didn't deserve me
For who I am
Because the future is right ahead
And I feel sorry for you
But I don't want you to suffer
But it's unavoidable anyway